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MEU NOME É VANESSA
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FUI AGRACIADA COM ALGUNS PRESENTES DE DEUS.
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O OUTRO FOI O SEBASTIAN, NOSSO FILHO.
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quarta-feira, 4 de janeiro de 2012

LEARNING TO EXPECT
Hello dear! We are in the end of 2011. The five days of a new year. New achievements. I could not let 2012 come and I did not post anything. Come on! The resignation of years of waiting ... Literally 2011 was the year that I gave up almost everything. Rendered. Fully rendered. It was the year to look inside. And it is not always easy. Looking to always bring out new perspectives. Challenges. I love challenges. Look inside brings discomfort. You see what is messed up. You see what needs to be removed. What has lost value. It's time to let the old go. You are more organized. You feel alone. After a hurricane that passed in Fortaleza, after many tears, the injuries, obstacles, literally left everything behind. We let the fruit, let the dreams, friends, ministers, promises trying to stay listening to the voice of God in the midst of so dense fog. We could hear still voices distorted, slanderous, malicious. We could still feel sadness ... not always God's will makes sense .... But, do not go back and stopped in the mist. Groping in the dark, sheep, and am reminded that I need to distinguish the voice of the Good Shepherd. Back home, does not always seem healthy. In the beginning I thought it was defeat. Back. I learned this year that signifca not kick back. The Bible several times, tells us to go back and reorganize. Start does not always mean from scratch. 2011 taught me that. Things in common, I left the macro to be in the micro. I left the house with garden and cashew. In the middle of nowhere. To live in the apartment hottest lean in the middle. This year I asked why? why not? what purpose? Extremes. God forges the extremes. When you get rid of all that had joined in 5 years in the Fort, I saw that needed less than I thought. I learned to travel carrying little luggage. 2011 taught me how big is the faithfulness of God. What in the storm, when everything was crumbling around me, asking me to believe he would do more. And he did. In a snap of the fingers. I took my opóbrio. Delivered me from my assailant. It made me free again. The loss of Sebastian, taught me something very important. To let go. If I could give a child, why not give the other things? How can we not trust that God knows all the right time? Who exalt, who overthrow. It should please God! Since I came here, I left the church where the altar constantly directed the worship, to learn to love being alone. I missed my calling .... live to praise, to preach. 2011, had only Jesus as a listener. He preached to me, and I preached only for my notebook prophetic. I was supplied with visitations of God's presence, who just shared with me. There were no invitations. There were no conferences. There was no group. There was no band. Do not listen to friends to pray together. This year, I was more alone than I could ever imagine. But the truth is that I've ever been. I was forged at high temperatures, to seek food only for me. To avoid dying of hunger or thirst. Who cooks know that there is no fun at cooking just for you. The cool thing is to prepare the family dinner. Seeing people enjoying the food. I learned that if you do not cook for me ... would die of hunger. Macro and micro. I went to the hectic life in the calm. Sometimes the only window that I had been to the world the computer screen. In the middle of camimho I again make a choice. On the one hand, everything that I wanted. The ministry, praise, honor, the resignation of another .... the wait. I chose to do the will of God again. And having just stood praising him as a listener. The being alone with him remained with the home life that have already taken since I got married. I take care of the house, clean, cook, wash step, fill the blog, the face, and shed silent tears por'cima still some of my keyboard. When I pray, He asks me not to lose faith. 2011 I killed my flesh, as we say, by doing something as opposed to personal desire. And I'm happy about that. I do not go by my own dreams. I'm running and trying to live His. I understand and matured in the knowledge of a word One Being. If you make one. There is time to be in the middle. There is time to be outside. I learned that my husband does not live call him my little mind. Interceded thereafter. 2011 is coming to an end .... my process may be too .... maybe not .... I do not have anything definite about 2012. But, I have expectations about it. Of the harvest on the call on the promises that I have. I say goodbye this time, thankfully, because the delicacies and pleasures of this world could not tempt me. I grew as a person. I grew up as a wife. I grew up as a daughter. As a mother. As a servant. Thank you for the friends who kept me company through the window of the blog. I heard it. They have sown. Thank you for that is not easy to speak of the love of God, exposing my weaknesses, my fears, my pain .... maybe you're just another one .... .... .... fighting against the tide trying to do the difference .... 2011 taught me to be one, feel one, can make all the difference. I learned that when you have little recourse if often have more faith. When everything goes wrong you can get more. Whereas when you have a comfortable life, we tend to get less. Get used to the quietness. We can lie down and relax. Ironic mistake! We have that remain vigilant at all times. All the time. If the sea shakes are listening. If the lull comes remain vigilant. That in 2012 we can live more Christ in us! And it will be full of all we need! Every time Jesus asks me something I usually cheer me up. Because I know that the kingdom of God is mathematics another. The more I give, the more I give, the more blessed I am. The more I feel weak, I'm stronger! When I am humiliated, the Word says that only the lowly are exalted. When I am hungry, I know I'll be satisfied. When I am mocked, Christ is glorified! 2011 was the time to wait .... 2011 harvest was the meantime .... Before I planted it this year .... I waited, I pulled the weeds, I have faith that 2012 will be time for harvesting, mowing, filling the baskets, filling the barns .... May 2012 bring you the best of God for your life! In Christ Jesus, Van



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